A gift from you to me

Once upon a time, there was a boy and a girl who has been friends for two years now. However they rarely seen each other. Both of them did not know what they are feeling for each other. However one day, the boy's computer was stolen from his campus. The boy called the girl and told her. As usual, they would tell each other stories and comfort one another.

After a few months passed, the said to the girl that he wants to buy a new computer as it is difficult to deal without one during his studies there. The girl deep down in her heart she wanted to meet the boy as if she misses him. So the girl asked whether or not he is accompanied by his friends. The boy replied he is going alone. The girl was very shy as to not let the boy think otherwise about her. Then the girl asked whether or not she can accompany him to buy his computer.

To the girl surprised the boy laughed and said he already knew that she wanted to come with him, however he wanted the girl to say it to him. The girl's face was as red as a tomato when she heard him explained. But no matter what he did to bully her, the girl just kept on smiling even though there is no reason for it.... just the fact that she was talking to him that makes her happy :)

The next day, they met. They got lost together. It was the happy moments in the girl's day to just be with him even for a moment. The moment they arrived at the computer store, the left the boy to just choose his choice. While the girl kept wondering about the store. After a while, she comes back to his side to look at the computer he choose. However to her surprised the boy asked the girl to choose the color of the computer.

There was two color to choose from red and grey. The girl was very shy and shocked by his question that she chooses the red color laptop. Deep down in her heart she was very happy :)

After that they are on their way to go back home. But the boy stopped for a while, he said he wanted to put the computer inside his backpack. The girl just waited for him by then. Suddenly, to the girl's surprised he took out a sweater from his backpack and handed to the girl. The girl was confused =_='''. She asked why the heck does she have to carry his sweater? The boy just smiled to her and said that is for you......... The girl was speechless. At that time only Allah knows what she was feeling.

To the girl, this is the most cherished gift he ever gave her. Aside from the book that he once gave her. However later on, he said... actually this is for your birthday but i was scared that i would forget :)

Deep down she said thank you very much, because to the girl.. he was the last person she would expect to get a gift from :D

[10/02/2012]

Kisah kesedaran #1

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Ada suatu kisah, ana dapat dari seorang imam, dari kawannya. Jika benar, maka benarlah, jika tak benar, Allah lebih mengetahui. Namun ambil la serba sedikit pengajaran darinya:

"Pada suatu hari, ada seorang wanita meninggal dunia, dan lepas dia meninggal, 3 hari berturut-turut suaminya bermimpi si isteri menyuruhnya menggali semula kubur dan si suami pun jumpa tok imam dan minta digalikan semula kubur isterinya. Tok imam kata itu hanya mainan tidur, maklumlah isterinya baru saja meninggal. Tapi si suami menjawab ini betul-betul dan dia yakin. Mereka pun mula menggali kubur tersebut, ternyata isterinya memang benar-benar hidup. Tapi tangan dan kakinya hitam legam macam hangus dibakar. Isterinya sempat bercakap pada suaminya, saya nak abang nasihatkan wanita-wanita di dunia ni, istiqamahlah menjaga aurat, selama ni saya bertudung dan menutup aurat, tapi saya lupa kadang-kadang nampak kulit saya yang melebihi pergelangan tangan (tersingkap lengan baju) dan saya lupa memakai stokin (tutup aurat kaki). Tiga hari saya di dalam sana sama seperti 3000 tahun di dunia, cukup terseksa abang. Nasihat pada wanita-wanita di luar sana, jangan mereka anggap remeh tentang penjagaan aurat. Selepas isterinya menceritakan hal tersebut, isterinya sempat mengucap dua kalimah syahadah dan terus meninggal dunia kembali."

Wallahua'lam..by syahirul.com

p/s : seramnya.. T-T seksaan akhirat..

I think i owe you

 I think I owe you an apology

I am sorry for the way we used to be
I was such a kid back then
and I still am
But that is just who I am

I am sorry for being too emotional
I guess Its not normal for a person
But a women/girl I am created that way
Emotion and heart can be separated from me

I am sorry for doubting you
Probably you have someone else
It is not my business to know right?
I am not your wife or anything

I am sorry for having to trust you so much
That it hurts when you left
Crying was the only thing in my mind
It hurt more than you could imagine

Lastly, I am sorry....
I guess it took me a while to realise
that my sadness is not worth it

But what i am not sorry is having to get to know you :)
Thanks a lot for staying with me even for a short period of time. 

VVIP seat

Okay! 11.11.11 baru sahaja berlalu betulkan? 11.11.11 merupakan tarikh yang terbaik untuk kelahiran serta untuk mengadakan majlis perkahwinan. Topik yang paling hot sekali antara siswi-siswi perempuan kini adalah antara kerisauan mengenai perkahwinan.


Ayat-ayat lazim perbualan antara perempuan :

• Bila aku nak kahwin ni??
• Harap-harap dapat kahwin cepat
• Risaulah pula kalau tak ada jodoh
• Aku nak kahwin umur 25
• Waaaaa! Cemburunya dia sudah berkahwin.. T-T
• dan sebagainya...

Hurm... agak lazimlah untuk kita dengar kata-kata macam ini jugalah. Okay selalunya VVIP seat adalah untuk pasangan mempelai. Yelah, ketika itu mereka di gelar raja seharilah katakan. Sweet juga apabila kita tengok orang berkahwin. Apatah lagi apabila si teruna melafazkan kata-kata lafaz nikah terhadap kesanggupan ingin hidup bersama si dara.


Okay, tapi VVIP seat disini saya rujuk kepada perbualan pula yea :

L : Wei! Bila kau pula nak berkahwin ni?

P : Entahlah, kalau ada jodoh adalah. Nape?

L : Taklah, aku nak sangat rasa nasi minyak masa kau kahwin nanti

P : InsyaAllah lah nanti kau dapat merasa juga.

L : Eh! Ingat tau jemput aku sebagai VVIP tau.. hehehe

P : Ewah3! Kalau kau nak sangat jadi VVIP, mestilah seat atas sekali tau.

L : Erk?? Ah.. jangan nak mengada.. (tukar topik)



Nice tag line!! Like sangat.. hahaha.. ada relevannya untuk menjawab sebegitu.

Berharganya Wanita

Ketika Tuhan menciptakan wanita, malaikat datang dan bertanya,"Mengapa begitu lama engkau menciptakan wanita, Tuhan???"

Tuhan menjawab,"Sudahkah engkau melihat setiap detail yang telah aku ciptakan untuk wanita?" Lihatlah dua tangannya mampu menjaga banyak anak pada saat bersamaan, punya pelukan yang dapat menyembuhkan sakit hati dan kerisauan, dan semua itu hanya dengan dua tangan".

Malaikat menjawab dan takjub,"Hanya dengan dua tangan? tidak mungkin!

Tuhan menjawab,"Tidakkah kau tahu, dia juga mampu menyembuhkan dirinya sendiri dan boleh bekerja 18 jam sehari".

Malaikat mendekati dan mengamati wanita tersebut dan bertanya,"Tuhan, kenapa wanita terlihat begitu lelah dan rapuh seolah-olah terlalu banyak beban baginya?"

Tuhan menjawab,"Itu tidak seperti apa yang kau bayangkan, itu adalah air mata."

"Untuk apa???", tanya malaikat.

Tuhan melanjutkan,"Air mata adalah salah satu cara dia menunjukkan kegembiraan,kerisauan,cinta,kesepian, penderitaan,dan kebanggaan,serta wanita ini mempunyai kekuatan mempesona lelaki,ini hanya beberapa kemampuan yang dimiliki oleh wanita.

Dia dapat mengatasi beban lebih baik dari lelaki,dia mampu menyimpan kebahagiaan dan pendapatnya sendiri,dia mampu tersenyum ketika hatinya menjerit kesedihan,mampu menyanyi ketika menangis, menangis saat terharu,bahkan tertawa ketika ketakutan.

Dia berkorban demi orang yang dicintainya,dia mampu berdiri melawan ketidakadilan,dia menangis saat melihat anaknya adalah pemenang,dia gembira dan bersorak saat kawannya tertawa bahagia,dia begitu bahagia mendengar suara kelahiran.

Dia begitu bersedih mendengar berita kesakitan dan kematian,tapi dia mampu mengatasinya.Dia tahu bahwa sebuah ciuman dan pelukan dapat menyembuhkan luka.

Allah S.W.T berfirman:

"Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa. Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia, namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan."

"Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya. "

"Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh."

"Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya."

"Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk menyokong suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya."

"Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahwa seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya tanpa ragu."

"Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan. Ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan bilapun ia perlukan."

"Kecantikan seorang wanita bukanlah dari pakaian yang dikenakannya,sosok yang ia tampilkan, atau bagaimana ia menyisir rambutnya.Kecantikan seorang wanita harus dilihat dari matanya, kerana itulah pintu hatinya, tempat dimana cinta itu ada."

"CINTANYA TANPA SYARAT. HANYA ADA SATU YANG KURANG DARI WANITA,DIA SELALU LUPA BETAPA BERHARGANYA DIA..."

Wallahu'alam..............

p/s : saya terbaca ini, dan rasa ianya sangat baik.. jadi ini bukan saya yang tulis.

Seksanya Hati Apabila Mencintai Seseorang Dalam Diam

Seorang gadis ada penyakit kanser & cuma ada 30 hari untuk hidup..
Dia sukakan seorang lelaki yangkerja di kedai CD

... tapi dia tak pernah bagitau lelaki tu tentang hati dan perasaannya
dan dia setiap hari dia pergi ke kedai CD tu untuk beli CD hanya semata-mata nak luangkan masa dengan lelaki itu....

TAPI selepas sebulan gadis itu meninggal
bila lelaki tu pergi mencari gdis tersebut
ibu gadis tersebut memberitahu bahawa anaknya dah meninggal disebabkan kanser

Lalu lelaki itu ke bilik anakknya
disitu lelaki nampak kesemua CD yang dibeli oleh gadis itu masih belum dibuka pon dan lelaki itu mula menangis

Tahu tak kenapa ?

sebab ................... lelaki itu letakkan surat cintanya untuk gadis tersbut dalam CD yg gadis itu beli

Kedua-duanya saling mencintai tapi tak pernah meluahkan

So cepat-cepat lah luahkan perasaan cinta kalau anda mempunyai perasaan terhadap seseorang ( :

p/s : Saya sendiri tidak berapa pasti, ini hanyalah versi bahasa melayu. Tapi yang saya pasti tidak semuanya perlu di luahkan dengan cepat kerana kamu mungkin akan menyakiti hati insan tersebut. Sehingga kamu pasti bahawa dia akan menjadi yang halal dan milik kamu selamanya. Ini hanyalah pandangan saya.

Story #2 : Story for him

"Do you love me?"


"Why do you ask ?  I love you"

"But I doubt you,"

"What do you dispute?"

I was silent, hands gently grasping my hand. His gaze made me unable to shed tears, I love viewing it, viewing the very first time he expressed his love to me.

"You do not believe me?"

"Not that, but ..."

"But what?"

"But you often do not care, do not ever think I am, you do not mind me, I never care what I do, you never know what I do, what I feel and what I want, what is the name honey? Have you changed, you have not as before! "

Posted emotions can not be controlled again, tears dripping more rapid, he stood silently. may be a bit surprised to hear my explanation.

"Why are you so quiet? Do you not love me any more to? 
"You ok first calm,"

He did not say anything, she pulled my body and left leaning on his shoulder an open space, I felt the irregular heartbeat.
I was bored, and I am really boring. My contact with him felt very dull and ordinary-the-mill. At the start it I feel very happy. because he is a man who is perfect for me. he is mature, caring, understanding, loyal and always made me smile. He never got angry at me. but he never forbade me to mix with anyone. I was comfortable, because he does not limit me in making friends.

but 10 months passed all still like that, but I think his attitude became more indifferent, and as yet no matter what I do. I began to doubt in his attitude, even more so he can last three months did not contact me.
 
That night I could not sleep, the puzzling question filled my heart, why you just keep quiet, why do you not answer? What right do you I do not love me anymore?

I woke up that morning because the sun infiltrated into my room through the open window. my eyes are still swollen, I cried last night to sleep. remembered again yesterday, but I can not cry anymore. probably because my eyes are dryed of the water drops fallen.

One day,

I received a short message that morning, I was still lying on the bed, my cell phone bags on the table near my bed.

"Dear,,,"

"until this moment I do still love you.It is possible for you to think that I do not think of you. but you know, I always think of you, all the time. before going to bed, wake up I always remember you, I never forgot you dear.

Perhaps I was too quiet and did not care about you, that's what you feel, but you know?  

I always take the time to know what you did out there, with whom and where you go. because I fear for you. But I want you to learn. I want you be successful. I do not want you to be in default because of me. Your father sent you there to study.  What they think is right for you, dear. Here I can only pray, hope you are happy and successful there. I know you must understand where our boundary limits. I just believe and trust in you, my darling ... "

Suddenly tears dripping rapidly, again. I gathered enough strength to read the next message.

"From the beginning I wanted a serious relationship with you, I know I am not perfect, but I want to give my best for you, I want to see you always smiling. trying to comfort your heart and make you feel comfortable with me, you're so meaningful to me. You are my hope.

Until the end of time this feeling will never change, I will always love you. I will never changed to keep the commitment to live happily with you later. 
you thought I did not want to entertain you, but .... I do not mean like that. Now, you're still letting me to be here by your side and as your companion to accompany you? "

my hand shivered, the overflowing tears dripping, immediately I replied to his message.

"You, I am sorry, I never thought all this. I want you to be with me ",

"can you open the door for me?"without long thought, I ran to open the door, I saw a man with a smile who had made me fall in love. with a spray of red roses in his hands.

I hugged him directly, I realized that it was love.

"I love you ... ...."... I said



p/s : Sweet right!! but this is just a made up story in my mind.. :)
            I wished that guy was him T-T.....
          Okay, I am being emotional again~
Enjoy~~~

Story #1 : Pencil and eraser

 

 

 

Pencil: I'm sorry..

 

Eraser: For what? u didn't do anything wrong...

 

Pencil: I'm sorry cos u get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're owez there to erase it. Bt as u make my mistakes vanish, u lose a part of urself. u get smaller n smaller each time...

 

Eraser: That's true. Bt I don't really mind. u see, I was made to do this. I was made to help u whenever u do sumthing wrong. Even though 1 day, I know I'll be gone and u'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please.

 

STOP WORRYING as

 

I HATE SEEING YOU SAD. :)

 

                                     This is what a true friendship is made up for . 

 

To have each other whenever they need .

Friendship is something that never be replace .