Lonely

Everyone just decides what they want to do

Well it is relevant

Everyone has their own way and path to follow

But why do I feel lonely?

Because everyone left

Or

because the person who make me smile

Always

is gone

All I can do is cry

I cannot wrap my head on it

The smile was there

But the eyes showed sign of sadness

The eyes are the mirror to ones soul

Its hard

But everyday even if there are people around

Loneliness will always be there

The emptiness

A hurtful emptiness

Suddenly the world seems so dark 

Gloomy

Difficult

Living just for the reason 

Everyone has apurpose

I guess I m living right now for the sake of my parents

Remembering how lonely back then

Killing or hurting oneself is better

than feeling overwhelming loneliness

Being a robot is fine cause

They don't feel loneliness