What I love

You know there are  a lot of thing as you grow up
You realize what you love and hate
Your likes and dislikes

Those are the things that makes you happy when you're down
But not all people understand that

And..

You some you can never get them
As for me..

I love music
I love playing instruments
Although I don't know how to play
I can hear
I can appreciate instrumental music

Some showed their anger, happiness and sadness
Just by playing music
I love games
I love playing them
Although I'm nearing mid 20's
But I can't follow their trends

Its just the same as being in love with someone
The only differences are: They may hurt you
The best things is the happiness of people caring for you
The idea that you and him/her married
Have your own family
Making plans about the future, we could share together
Making an effort in the relationship
Making an effort to be together

*sigh*

Sometimes you may not achieve it
Sometimes you may feel that, the whole universe is against you
No...
Maybe, you won't get married
Having a family of your own
Having children

As we grow older, we learn
What I love the most is music, games and him.
But you can never have everything
Just hang in there

And
Live, appreciate those around you
those who have hurt you
those that make you hope

What I love may not be something reachable
But I'm hanging on to the shortest life I have left in life